How Does One Survive the Brink of Madness?

How does one survive the brink of madness?
Seems impossible to describe my throes…
I can touch god but just as quick,
The rug pulled from my feet, the wool over my eyes

How does one survive the brink of madness?
How does one survive the brink of madness?

I am worthy of nothing, an “it” to despise
Longing to rid this disguise
Terrified no one will oblige
The double edge sword we all parade

The bed we’ve made
Too comfortable to escape
Trapped by delusions
My gut aches

Conditioned to swallow the pills
My voice, a diminished 7th, shrills
I betray myself convinced I am serving
I wage a war against the pacifist in me

Knowing acceptance is half the battle
I leap…
Mesmerized by faith
Cradled in waves

I surrender,
Embrace.




Positive Reframe shares resources with the intent of the positive progression of informed decision-making related to issues associated with emotional, relational, physical, and spiritual wellness. While I share personal and professional perspectives, my writings reflect my personal opinion and are not intended to substitute professional advice, diagnosis, and treatment thus the content shared on this page is for informational purposes only. This online medium does not lend itself to the level of detail and rapport building required for thorough assessment and therapeutic intervention. To make well-informed decisions that best meet your family’s unique needs, I highly recommend exploring and researching available options, consulting primary healthcare providers, engaging in respectful dialogue with friends and family as well as seek referrals from a trusted source for professional counseling. I am a Licensed Marriage and Family Therapist in the state of Illinois, USA.

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